D-it shanza

AHHHH arghhhh!!!!!!!!

I've been fooling with this blog template, that I grabbed off some site that isn't even worth mentioning, for seven hours now. It still wont do what the picture she has does. For her... it's nice and pretty... me... do I dare explain beyond the inevitable: It doesn't want to work for me. It was pretty too. Screw it. Maybe it's god's way of saying stick with your own stuff.

So they killed that Ukrainian. Anit that something. "Can't beat... Kill 'em" I think that was always the Russian motto. Or it just went something like that. How knows. I'm still too ticked about the template to care. I shouldn't have wasted that much time on some dumb shit. I got to much to be getting done to do that. But that's one of my major faults, I just don't give up until it's either fucked beyond recognition or I get sick of it and toss the whole thing through the window.

I'm ok... still didn't go get drunk last night. Why? I'm poor. Need I explain anymore? That job interview that I had gone to Wednesday was a joke. It turned out to be some sort of stupid door-to-door sales thing. No, itznodhapin, not me. I'm not much of a people person as it is and you expect me to try and sell someone something. I can hear the sirens now. -"Fuck you if ya don't want to buy it than ya stupid..." Off I go to jail...

oh well, I'm going to take a break from this. I'm thinking about just heading out the the country for the weekend. It's cold out there is the only reason I might not and just wait until tomorrow morning. Spending the night out there will damn near freeze ya to death. And that's with two pairs of long underwear and a heavy sleeping bag. But I got to get some writing done.

I guess what I'll do is chalk up the time spent on screwing with that template as a lesson learned and get to going. I'll build me a good fire and wake up in the morning in peace and quite and write the entire day.

TTFN
zymosius